Rockin' Away!

So I'm down to a total of 21 pounds lost! I really look like a different person! I'm curvy instead of blobby. My face is thinner. I actually kinda liked what I saw in the mirror last night. It's been forever since I actually felt that way. I was walking around without my shirt on last night, just my bra and scrub pants, and I was walking into my mom and dad's room; their bathroom is before their sleeping area and there's a HUGE wall-to-wall mirror and I just looked and thought, "Holy shit! I look good!" I took a picture, but I'm not gonna share it just yet.
But still, I'm damn proud of myself. If I can lose another 5-6 pounds before we leave for FL that will be awesome. Not quite my goal of 30 pounds, but damn close enough.
I'll be going on a mini vacation to MI this week and I'm pretty stoked. Perhaps Ethan and I will walk to the beach instead of drive if it's nice. We just like to go and hang out; it's fun. I think it's a good plan because it'll get me out and walking around, and walking on the sand will help me, too.
Is it tomorrow yet because I'm so ready to go to MI!!!!

Wonder Woman is a Bitch

Ethan and I both have air foil kites. His is Thomas...guess who I have?? That's right. Thomas flew like a dream. He was up first so Ethan could fly his while I was getting mine ready. Good idea because Wonder Woman never took off. Oh, she was up for about 20 seconds and then nothing. I was NOT happy today. Isn't kite flying supposed to be fun? Apparently not when your kite wants to be a bitch.

Altoids

I love music...all kinds...I love being healthy now that I'm actually working on it and not just pretending...I've had 2 cheat days since I've started my healthier me at the beginning of January...I want to be able to run at least 30 minutes and not feel like I'm going to die after the first 5...I'd like to meet someone that thinks I'm special and won't smother me to the point of being obsessive...it's just irritating...I have a shit ton of confidence now that I know I'm worth more than what I used to feel...I still want to be published in National Geographic someday...I want a zoom lens, among many things, for my cameras...I cuss like it's nobody's business when I'm not around Ethan...especially on my drives to and from work...I like to say fuck...shit is my favorite cuss word...I hate drains...pool drains, bath drains, whatever...they freak me out...I love water but I'm also smart enough to know I should respect it at the same time...I deserve nice things therefore I will be buying them for myself from now on...my son deserves nice things and therefore I will be doing the same for him...I am becoming more organized the more I realize how much shit I own and don't really need it all...I might be more excited about going to MI with my BFF's in July than going to Disney for my son's 5th birthday in a month...then again, I'm pretty damn excited about both trips...I don't like heights...I still don't like spiders and don't think I ever will...I want at least one more tattoo so I'm balanced...I love to sing and even though people don't tell me, I know I sound good...I love my job because I get to write my name all day long...I love to write my name...I finally got my long hair cut short and I love it...I have 10 more pounds to lose before I reach my goal of 30 before Disney...I have no ass...it's got a little shelf and then it goes flat...I hate that...Ethan falling asleep on me is the greatest thing in the world...his laugh is one of the most beautiful sounds in the universe...I'm finally making time for myself instead of spending it all with Ethan...it's hard but it needs to be done in order for me to stay sane...When I read a book I fall in love at least a little bit with the main characters...I can entertain myself because I'm so funny...I love the turn off the interstate to go to my BFF's house...I'm too nice...I can be a bitch but no one sees that side of me...I love yoga and I thought I'd hate it...I LOVE going to MI for my vacations......someday I won't live with my parents...there are longer pauses between these Altoids now so I'm done.