Day 12

I feel much better after my breakdown on Sunday. I yelled and screamed at my stupid ex and cried on my mom because I was hungry. I'm doing better with my eating. It's still hard because I LOVE to eat and I'm used to eating whatever the hell I want and damn the consequences. However, my food choices are getting easier to make. Instead of going for the greasy juicy yummy double cheeseburger from McDonald's while Ethan and I were out on Tuesday, I opted for Subway. Not what I wanted, but it ended up being just as delicious...and healthier for me. :)
And I actually ran with Ethan. Not a whole lot of running, but enough to know that I wasn't winded when we were done. It was awesome! One more small victory for me!
If I ever sound redundant, call me out on it, but I'm SOOOOO freakin' happy I'm doing this! And maybe I'll post a before picture sometime...I'll just have to find/take one. And then while I progress, I'll keep posting pictures and then at the end, do a "slideshow" of when I started to when I reach my final goal...which is more than likely going to be long after the biggest loser challenge is done at work. But I'll do an "after" picture once the challenge is over.